Thursday, August 10, 2000

If You Come Tomorrow - Oregon 2000

Lord, what happens if you come tomorrow? Will my life be in vain? Have I succeeded in what You wanted me to do? Can I say, "It is finished" when I look back on this shamble of a life? Lord, I know that I could die any moment, but would You say "Well done, good & faithful servant!"? Would I think about what I missed? Would I regret all the things I've done? In Your presence nothing else matters How do I live each day like a dead man? Not caring about what happens to me or planning ahead for the future Is life all in vain? What do I do now? Wait? With no hope for the future? Am I not allowed to dream anymore? Help?!"

1 comment:

  1. His response:
    I can't, you're not married yet.
    Not with Adonai on the way!
    Wait till the wedding night!
    It's the end of the end!
    Its now a shamba that is fertile not shamble!
    That's what you think!
    Yes, when you marry him.
    Not after getting him.
    If you weren't with him, yes.
    I can relate to that!
    You are a dead man because the man isn't there yet and second you're a woman!
    You have no idea!
    It's a vein, you mispelt the word!
    Just stand still and know that I am God!
    Dreams ended wake up coz reality is here and it knocks - can't you hear it -
    "I AM HERE PUNKIN"
    You are already safe, watch U talking about Mrs C?
    I wonder?
    Maybe with carrying the kids - namh!
    here is the deal, do your nine months and we will bring the issue after cashing 'em out!

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